Confussing～～～

This few day many things happen.....

1st...
THE school bio teacher pn.axithx...(sorry can said the full name u tackle yourself)
she quarrel with kit(not food product name,but is a boy name)...
kit,my classmate ..
a brilliance boy....

that day (3 Sept 2008),
when pn.xnxxxa came into our class
kit and muzaif walk to her ask some question (dun ask me what question,bio teacher what we should ask?must be ~~~)
so the teacher didn't start teaching..
that time i fell want to go toilet,
so i go to toilet..
before that i ask permission from teacher(as a good student i should)...
after i ask i heard somethings...(conservation of pn.xxx to kit)
pn.xxx :"boy! apa yang kamu tanya tu selalu tak logik..memesongkan..."
Wah...so angry..
i didn't think anythings i go to toilet..

after i come back,
the class environment is so quiet..
everybody is so quiet..
face of teacher is as black as charcoal...
she is keep fight with kit with her mouth..
she said:"boy,kamu sedang buat apa?tak buat tutorial saya?oh,tak tahu tak perlu buat mah..."
when i heard that i really want to fight back with" tak tahu macam mana buat,cikgu??"
but,
i didn't do that,
because 1st :i scare my bio practical mark will be deduce,
2Nd:i still respect her as my teacher (temporary)
haiz....what type of teacher is this...
during the two period,
we are in a angry and unprotectable...
after the class,
my friend su vin and mei choo when to office..
they saw the pn.xxx cried and told what happen to her friend,
her friend console her...
haiz....what type of teacher is this....???

the story is just half way...
yesterday(5 Sept 2008),
i didn't go to school...
but the fight is continue,
haiz... i miss it..
but i know the story..
this time the teacher touch the sensitive issue...
OMG..
the teacher said...
"kamu ni ah,kalau cikgu melayu masuk kamu semua buat bising,tapi cikgu india dan cikgu cina masuk,kamu semua diam dan tak buat bising.."
wah..what a nice sentences...
if i will be there..
i will record her voice and send to someone...
she must be arrested....
then my friend,kit said..
"cikgu,kamu sentuh isu sensitiflah.."
Then she reply:"i tak bermaksud itu"
what a nonsense replied...
i 'm not there but i feel also ...
shit....
the next things is she scold my friend,horratul..
the teacher is asking a question,
about how to difference the what tissue and what tissue..
the horratul answer her question..
the teacher replied with “kira sampai mati pun tak dapat.."
she really no manner...
shit teacher...
she really make me fell uncomfortable...

SHOULD WE TAKE SOME ACTION ON THIS TEACHER???

2nd.....
yesterday,
after tuition i when to KUMON for work..
during working...
i didn't paying a full attention my mind is thinking other things..

suddenly fell that my future is so dark....

feel want to quick form six..

form six is so difficult to me...

I'm lack of confident...

then i decided to talk to my father..

i say to him that i feel form six is so difficult..

i scare i can't reaches what he want..

then i 'm wasted my 1 1/2 years..

then i tell him about the college...

after all the things..

he reply me that...

"never mind girl,if you really fail your STPM,then the time you only choose other way to study"take STPM as a experience, study is a long journey,don't think that is wasting your time..

after heard that from my father...

i really touched..

my father really support me..

anythings that i do..

he doesn't oppose at all...

then i make my mind..

although i think i will fail my STPM..

but i need to continue so...

I HOPE MY CHOICE IS NOT A WRONG CHOICE....

3rd....

i was dubious that he have girl friend already..

what can i do?

haiz..

not things to do ...

I'm not his who??

what should i care..

if he got girl friend...

i will blessing him...

sad....

I HOPE I CAN FIND MY PRINCE CHARMING SOON....

i hope that i can get out of this soon